Sweet Chilli Sauce

I'm not sure if I shared with you, or not, but I started a little veggie patch in our backyard. . . Well, I got my first harvest!! Some mild chili's. I'm actually not a chili fan, I don't really like spice :(  so, I had to find something to use with them all... I decided on trying a sweet chilli sauce.

Ingredients :

- 1 red capsicum
- 1 apple
- 6 mild chili's (or 4 medium)
- Salt and pepper
- 1 cup red wine vinegar
- 1/4 cup raw sugar
- 2 cups boiling water

Directions :

1. Finely cut capsicum, chili and apple, making sure you throw away seeds

2. Put boiling water and cut capsicum, chili and apple in a pan and simmer on low heat for 30 minutes

3. Remove pan from heat and drain water away

4. Puree this with a hand mixer

5. Clean pan out, put puree in cleaned pan and return to low heat

6. Add sugar, salt, pepper, and vinegar to pan

7. Leave to simmer for 45 minutes, stirring occasionally

8. Remove from heat. Prepare 250ml container. Place sauce on container.

9. Store sauce in a cool dry place.

Should be consumed within 12 months.

With love,
Chantal

Six Months Down, a Lifetime To Go

On Monday, our precious little girl turned six months old. On one hand it feels like it has dragged on, and that I've faced several battles I wasn't expecting.. But on the other hand, she seems to have grown so very much!!

I have managed to successfully feed her exclusively via breast for these first important months, however now that I am back at work I am finding that incredibly hard to do. For some reason, I just can't seem to produce for the pump after mid morning.

She also got her first cold this week, should have expected it from daycare but was hoping the milk might help. I felt so sorry for the poor little blighter... Running nose, constant dribbling, red wet eyes, and next to know appetite. Made me feel completely useless!!

The wondrous things though are the gabbling to us, the attempts at saying mum and da-da, the beginnings of crawling, the army crawls, those precious hugs, the big smiles she throws our way when she hasn't seen us for anything more than an hour, the giggling, the laughing at the dogs, and just general living really.

I never thought I would take to this whole 'mum' thing... But I've really surprised myself. I've probably surprised a whole heap of other people too, I have never been clucky around babies or children. What many didn't know though is I'm pretty ace at dealing with children. . . It was just great that they weren't mine, and I didn't have to worry about their daily living requirements.

Six months down, and a lifetime to go of being a mother - all that it entails. I'm happy that we've made it this far, and if I say so myself... We've done a darn fine marvellous job!! I can't wait to see what comes next!!

With love,
Chantal

Joining a Gym

There is a certain subject that people tend to discuss, but not very truthfully.. And that's their health and fitness. Nobody wants to admit that slip up when they ate that cake, or that night they decided to skip their workout and vege out in front of the tv instead.

My current private truth is that I put on just over 30kgs during my pregnancy, with the last 10kgs going on in my last three weeks of pregnancy. I had every intention, upon giving birth, of losing this weight and returning to my former, much fitter and finer, form. However, as the months progressed I became more and more comfortable with this extra weight that I was carrying around.

With a new little person in the house, I soon realised how incredibly fantastic I am art creating excuses.. So, I slowly sold off the home gym. All went apart from hubs big weights set (his decision as to what he'd like to do) and my boxing set.

After one week of returning to work, and struggling to fit into that old uniform, I realised something had to be done and I had to stop standing in my own way.

I have now joined my local gym, and although I unfortunately caught a cold, I am an eager beaver to get into it and see how I progress - I shall keep you all updated!!

With love,
Chantal

Wild Strawberry Organisational Tips

1. Keep your laundry sorted. When ever you do your washing, make sure you fold and put away your clothes straight away. This will help to keep your clothes in top condition, and will also help you keep you wardrobe organised, which hopefully will result in purchasing less clothes too. Whilst you're putting your clothes away, start sorting your closets - by style, colour, type - however you normally choose your outfit is how you should sort it. This is slightly different for everyone.

2. Create a binder system for your receipts. This is infinitely helpful come tax time too. For example, I create a binder for each tax year and then use dividers to split that year into type... I.e. Tax correspondence, superannuation, motor vehicle, property, shares, work, donations, and so forth. I also create other folders for ongoing important information, such as study, Work, bills (also divided by supplier), children (individual folders), and properties (purchase information,  installation receipts etc)

3. Instantly rinse dishes after using them. This makes it MUCH easier to wash up later, quicker by hand or a lighter cycle with a dishwasher.

4. Utilise your storage space. You can use boxes, and wire trays to store smaller items. Label these for future reference, and when you do your regular purging, ensure you check these boxes for items you haven't used for a long time.

5. Assign 10-15 minutes per night, before everyone's bed time, to do a quick clean. This can include putting items away, wiping down benches, sorting laundry, loading dishwasher. Ensure everyone is contributing, even the youngest of children can easily learn to put things away.

6. De-clutter your home, remove all the distractions from view that seem to make it ok to pile the mess. Remove as many kitchen gadgets as you can from the bench and into cupboards that are easily reachable for all ages. Also, remove as much ' decoration' as you can, as it only adds to how much you have to clean.

7. Put to use one of my favourite things... The to do list! Write a detailed list of the home maintenance (and possible improvements you wish) in a list, then re-write that list in a prioritised list and stick in a prominent place, such as your fridge. Cross these off as you do them (I also like to have my list of goals next to this list, as for me they go hand in hand)

8. Establish a routine. They say if you do something for 30 days straight, it will become a habit, so why not create a routine that will soon just happen naturally!?

9. Finish what you start. Seems simple enough, but once all those distractions start (um, hello child, what are your needs?), it can be easy to forget what you were doing, or want a change and move on. You may as well get the chore over and done with, otherwise that time you did spend on it will have been wasted.

10. Once your surface materials are organised, it's time to start on your digital mess. For example many people just save all the photos in one folder on the computer, and others have all their apps loaded on the phones home screens. Sub folders are great for sorting these out, you can use whatever system you like, but I love date order. I use the Japanese date order, for example when we went to Norfolk Island a couple months ago I sorted them in my pictures folder,with sub folders named '20130928_Norfolk_Is' (and so forth)  so year - month - date - relevant search term. This keeps them easily identifiable at a quick glance, and also very ordered.

Returning to Work

I have just finished my first week back to work, and I am exhausted! Little one has been put in childcare four days a week... Which isn't my ideal, but we had little choice. Luckily for us, the government appears to be paying more for care then we had originally anticipated, so that fourth day was what I had calculated for three. Yay!

Monday was a big day. It was both my first day back at work, and also little misses first day in care. However, and I feel terribly guilty admitting this.. I was not upset, miserable, anxious, or any other preconceived emotion that every was telling I would have without doubt. Instead, I felt free. It was the first time I had been without baby OR family. Yes, I may be going to work - but, I like my job, I like the people at my work, and I like the type of work.

There have been two major things about my work that I never thought I'd enjoy so much. First - the drive to and from work - I have always LOVED driving, and with a baby it's been ridiculous to just jump in the car and go. Secondly - no one constantly harassing me - there has been no baby needing my attention, no visitors that expect me to converse with them... I am just left to be at work.

My postpartum is definitely lessening as a result. I am being treated with respect and privacy. No one asks me questions about every minute of my day. But, much more importantly, I appreciate the time I do have with little one now. Those little hugs she gives, the big smiles when she sees you after a whole 5 minutes,  her occasional gabbling, her need to always hold my hand, and the closeness of breastfeeding.

I have severe case of guilty mum syndrome now though. I feel guilty about leaving her in the care of others. I feel guilty that this isn't how I used to feel with her. I feel guilty that I catered to others wants over my own desperate needs. I feel guilty that I don't have the need to constantly check in on her.

What I've come to the realisation of is, I am going to feel like this for the rest of my life. I want to provide everything I possibly can for little one, and with that comes guilt. I will never get everything right, and I will always have a hindsight to look at. However, what I do need to now learn is to ignore that. Accept that I am doing my utmost very best in the situations that are thrown my way, and every single one of us has different situations, different beliefs, and different values.

I'll add that to my 'to do' list!!

With love,
Chantal