So, I've been attempting this gym thing for a month now. I should be happier... And ultimately I am... But I've lost 2kgs and feel it should be more. Which is completely ridiculous, I'm just getting over glandular fever after a very long 7 weeks, and my stomach muscles are still week after being torn through childbirth.
It's quite ridiculous the expectations we give ourselves, and yet are so quick to tell others off for doing just that. On the other hand, I've noticed certain people who you can never be good enough for. I work with a person who is just like that, nothing I shall ever do will be correct by them, but bring that wrath down shall I dare point out any faults they may have.
My, very badly written, point?? Fuck them. I have a bad enough point criticising myself, I don't need some bogan who thinks they are all that bringing me down.. Or anybody else!! If you fail at your goal, change it and adapt it. You'll work out what's best for you.
Do I really, honestly think I'll ever be my sexy 20 year old body again? NO! Does it actually bother me? No, not really.. So, why don't I just lower my aim? At least for a while...
With love,
Chantal
